Yeah I do miss you...

Hmm...its weird to be blogging at the library but yeah..I just felt like it...saw her just now at Lot 1...and it sucked..nothing that she did of course but I kind of realised that no matter what I say...deep down I do miss her alot...ah well sure we had the odd conflicts and stuff but still..I feel rather hypocritical to be holding this in when I preach the virtue of forgiving and forgetting..I do miss the train rides to school...the MSN conversations that lasted for hours, late into the night...I miss the webcam sessions and most of all I miss you...it takes alot to get me tearing up but buddy I'm sorry for the harsh words I've said..I apologise for the cynical attitude I've shown you and I'm sorry it all came down to this... :(