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Monday, December 1, 2008

Melancholic Me

1st of December...last month of the year...had soccer ytd with Mr Koh's team...lost...2-1..could've won 3-2 but 2 shots hit the post...pretty torn up...physically, emotionally and mentally...

Physically: Couple of late tackles and a popped shoulder...didnt expect such a physical game after so long having not played...playing in defensive midfield is insane...had a better game in central defense...stopped a couple of shots with my feet, knees, stomach and back...the bicycle kicks still there though...though I hit the bar with tht shot..sustained a couple of stud marks on my thigh and back...and landed weirdly on my shoulder...oh well...

Emotionally: Been feeling down and out for the past couple of days...don't know why...no mood to go out...no mood to train...no mood to play...no mood to text friends...you get the picture...tried txting her but no reply...oh well who cares...I'm not into her anyways...at least i think soo...i cnt luh...its way too risky...later kena ignore again...(learnt my lesson) LOL

Mentally: Mostly cos i don't know why I'm so dead...and I'm trying to find out...also cos of the previous job's pressures that got to me...whatever it is...I know I'm not myself and I have no idea what's causing it...honestly...I feel totally brain dead...i cnt think of new stuff to do...no new jokes..no new stupid stuffs...gah...kashdfgnsdfgbo...LOL

Oh well...nothing else to blog abt...if anyone who reads this cn help me pls txt me or post your suggestions on my tagboard..thanks peepz...

Syazwan
- Getting My Ass Outta Here -

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