Suicide

Hey all...wait...before i carry on...I'd like to say that...this post takes a more serious tone...ok...let's cut to the chase...well...to anyone who's reading this...have you ever thought about suicide? Well not necessarily commiting it...but you know...just thought about it..have you ever thought of how it would feel like when you know its your last moments alive? Or maybe exactly how you're going to end it...would you jump off a building? Or would you be hanging from the ceiling? Would you just pop a couple of pills? Or slit your wrists and watch life flowing out of you? Some of you out there might have...others probably not..but then again..what exactly will it take to drive you to make such a drastic decision? I'm not sure of all the reasons but I know of one...have you ever felt broken? Torn apart? Putting in every ounce of your sweat and blood into doing what you're doing...and yet...you keep running into walls...walls that mock you...walls that drain you of all the fight that you have (or had) in you...have you ever felt like you cared so much but you still get thrown aside...have you ever heard the sound of glass breaking? Only to realise that whats breaking is not glass but your heart? Maybe you have...probably not..but would all that drive you to the edge? Or over the edge? Will ending it be cowardly? Or would save yourself from further misery? And what happens after that? Will the problems follow you? Or will it stay behind to haunt others? Death...the end? Or a beginning? Is it something to look forward to...or is it best waited for? Suicide..cowardice? Or intelligence? Is it as bad as it looks? Or would it be a better option?

Suicide...

Never thought of it?

Maybe you should...

Cos I did...